This morning I woke up
with this amazing energy vibrating
gold, soft, light, warm, dense
no words to describe.
Beautiful as the sunrise,
joyfully as a happy running puppy,
Showing details of beauty and amazement
That were not to be seen without the touch of this Light.
The energy of ” Love”
touching everything inside and outside
changing the vibrations, the colours, the taste.
Thank you for opening this Light in me.
Now that you are not here to mirror back to me
beauty, love, soul, joy,
it does not mean the Light is not in me anymore.
For a while I “thought” so
and these “thoughts” guided me to clouded energy
which we tend to label as “sadness”, “pain”,
crippling my body
But it was and is through what I call “me” that “I” experienced
this beautiful energy that I call love.
Falling into your eyes
drifting in soul connection
opening my breath to flow freely and deeply.
the sensations in “my” skin that made me tremble and humble
the sensations in “my” heart experiencing orgasm in every breath and every touch,
as you said “this is like a dream”.
In “crisis” and transformations
we hear all these “thoughts”, that were waiting
in our subconscious, poisoning as we listen to them
keeping our breath in “fear”.
Gifts to transform as well
as these “thoughts” do not tell the truth about me or you.
You are loveable without conditions,
You are loved without boundaries,
in any breath*.
So breath darling Liesbeth, breath
and let all the energies and words that do not serve you, flow….
* from : 30 Lessons of falling in love,
“from neediness to entitlement”, Book in progress.